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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  16:51:51
  
  
  
  
 
i feel as if i've missed something
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  20:35:41
  
  
  
  
 
Okay, basically, without money they're ain't much you can do....  I thought ya'll we're hating on me because I wasn't Hardcore......., look either you feel it or you don't , I'm addicted but yeah, XTC!, Drugz I do, I don't give shit what the scene turned into, and Phantom is dope but let's talk about 92', he's straight but 3D or Snuggles we're the shit, I've been gone from the scene for a long time because of religous reasons, I swear to God you're new to this!, And DMS can suck dick for all I care, ****in' Darkstyle you spin right?????, sell outs!, It's fun if I'm there, but if I see fakes in the scene I'm pissed!  I'M GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE ****IN' JADED IS WHAT I NEED TO BE!  You act like little kids, DJing is serious bizniz, you copied my style, you Chicago wannabes!  Brian K you wonder why you don't get booked...  You ain't even experienced enough, pay some dues!
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  20:46:08
  
  
  
  
 
And about the K have you ever cooked it up????, **** Off!
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  21:25:14
  
  
  
  
 
Okay, I Apologize, check it out, I'll tell you my story....  I was chilling with ravers in High School (Small town in Wisc.) and College (UW Richland Center, WI), I was mostly into underground stuff, like acid jazz or Hip-Hop, but yeah, same kind of stuff everybody else was into, later, I went with my friends to Madison, WI and chilled with the real ravers (at the time) over there....  Kids like Anonymous, Missive Corp. (Okay we're going way back...), finally I got busted for paraphenilia and had to move back to Chicago, I really missed my friends for a long time and knew no one in Chicago, I just listened to WNUR 89.3 (Snuggle's all DnB show), got a job and made some friends there, and got kind of into a more sophisticated attitude, like artsy stuff, I wanted to open a Skate Shop and be a filmmaker....  I never went to raves for a long time because I was too scared (insecure), Chicago was one of the most Jaded scenes, I liked Japanese stuff, like videos and games, and I met this Japanese girl on the street going home from work, she gave me a survey and I ended up joining they're religion (Colligiate Association for the Research of the Priniciple CARP/Unification Church ), after awhile of voluteering for them, I started DJing again for they're promotions team (Pure Love Alliance - Abstinence Group), I was a team leader....  Anyways to cut it short, I knew about electronica and listened to it once and awhile when I wasn't doing mission, but they felt it was too secular so I left, and now I'm trying to make up for what I wasn't which was a Raver!  All right is that square with you...  I know I'm brainwashed but that's what I have to work through, Desensitizing myself to live at home and deprogramming myself.....  Scary, huh?  I go to other Churches but I'm mad confused because of my brainwashed mind...., look they pushed me very hard to the point of schizophrenia, Just I love Hardcore even more than God!, when I see oldskoolers doing they're thing I want to cry because I wasn't there....  So anyways my life ain't Heaven but I work for what can get....!, That is why I hate some of these ravers on this sight, because I know they're from CARP or sound the same....  They copied me because I gave them a whack mixtape and made them fall in love with raving, It's my shit but they bother me, like I'm not a normal person, so I'm like hurt!  I did spin for one of they're gatherings but they we're digusted because of the arrogant peices of shit they are!, Other kids treat me well but CARP members are way self-pride!, and for some reason, my friends break ties because of them!  So I'm all alone, trying to regain the impossible which is respect as a Hardcore DJ!  If that's embarassing, well DMS do what you do but I don't belong to your God!
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  22:11:39
  
  
  
  
 
WTF :/
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  22:12:13
  
  
  
  
 
I'm not trying to be insensitive or anything, but, how long has it been from the times that there wasnt any chemicals running in your veins?
 
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  22:30:47
  
  
  
  
 
You dont need drugs to be a raver
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/14 :  23:24:01
  
  
  
  
 
somebody call oprah!
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/15 :  00:54:49
  
  
  
 
quote: Originally posted by Righteous9: 
Brian K you wonder why you don't get booked...  You ain't even experienced enough, pay some dues! 
   
 
this coming from a guy who got booked and then missed the event because he couldn't find the venue...you talk about trying to look professional but yet you make rants on here while you're admitting that you're f*cked up...that doesn't look very professional to me.... 
 
umm I've been spinning for nearly 10 years and going to parties for 14 
 
and the K is the first initial to my last name smart arse =P 
 
and I second whispering's question...
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/15 :  02:09:45
  
  
  
  
 
quote: Originally posted by Meph751: 
somebody call oprah! 
   
 
second that. mate r u sure ur on the rite site? don't think to many ppl on here are part of an underground cult...
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/15 :  02:25:06
  
  
  
  
 
o_O 
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/16 :  12:28:23
  
  
  
  
 
Check it, I'm all grown up now, just take things personally sometime, btw, Phantom 45 wants me to spin "Lava" Lounge, I don't know why...  I spin Hardcore Breaks and Oldskool Hardcore, but yeah, I'm pissed most of the time....  Sorry to everybody, I'm diagnosed schizophrenic but I'm addicted to Raving, soooo I'm evil!, I don't listen to my Doctors/Caseworkers/Therapists!  Look I love you ravers no matter what!, Just feel a lot of pressure as a DJ on the come up!  I'm 28 about to turn 29 and it's get tougher everyday,  Sorry I'm sooo crazy, I listen to headphones all day and look for a job, I'm in a phantasy world, Nut yeah Underground culture is the toughest it gets, sorry for the blabber, I'm still learning!
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/16 :  13:11:35
  
  
  
 
eeerrr what the hell is the ranting for? did i miss someone having a go at you or something? also to go back to you're first point, you really are embaressing yourself. please. calm down. seriously.
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/16 :  13:56:46
  
  
  
  
 
Brian the drug baron 
 
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		 Posted - 2007/06/16 :  15:51:06
  
  
  
  
 
Baron is a brilliant word.
 
 
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